Although I absolutely know life would be much easier with money and that money does equal happiness in some cases... My goals and aspirations become blurred as the days pass by. Along with that, my motivation is no where to be found. There were days before where I could tell myself: if I don't study for this class, I will never succeed in life. I later learned that it was quite easy to get by with the minimum and succeed. Unfortunately, the minimum is now rock bottom since I can't seem to sack up and do the school work. I dream the life of physical work. I'm a hunter, I don't do well forcing myself to sit down for long periods.

If I continue this path, all will surely be lost but there isn't much resistance left. All is easy said and done when it comes to tomorrow and next week, but when it comes time I rarely come about to conquered.

"Like a substance that works for everyone else, but has no effect on you."