No problem with a delay - I like it when things take their time. Contemporary world is sometimes so hectic, and I feel that it would be more natural to go bit slower at times =)

I agree, "depression" is just a word, and it can mean many things. I'm using it just for convenience - just to have a simple word to refer to a bunch of vague issues... Hmm, maybe I should write a separate post, reflecting back on different phases of my own process, trying to give words to different aspects of "depression-related-stuff" I've been going through. As I belive that sometimes it is helpful for others to read someone describing similar feelings.